my bday

today is the day of my birth and i havent been looking forward to it at all. nothing is going down. nothing ever goes down. (except one time) so....i'm not ever expecting nothing. and this fact is what makes me not give a damn about anybody elses bday honestly. i learned this with one specific individual that i went all out on their bdays and when mine came around, i got the short end of the stick. so nothing for bdays...happy bday to me.....